30 March 2009

its a new day.. i was asked to proceed my life..how??its hard to be like this..not single but not own..i must say i'm own..i'm in a relationship with Putri Xana..i felt like i'm in Romeo and Juliet but in a lame way where i can't do nothing rather just wait and trust. if only i have the power i'll gain her brothers' trust and keep her for myself. i'll marry her already and done! but not that we want as the ending of our life chapter. so, i should call this a life journey huh?

in a positive way of thinking, there are none that i could think of. its like that my life belong to her. i just want to close to her, hearing her voice, looking at her eyes.gosh!!this life of mine really is something to be deal with.

on the other hand, negative impacts of this atmosphere is..still the same actually. i mean, i take her advice and try to avoid being nasty and naughty. no girls, no drugs and no drinks. seriously dude i dont take any of those. the only negative impact that i could think of i MISS her too much. thats it! aku tak tahu samada tuhan sedang menolong aku atau tidak. show me the way god please.

hmmmmmm...~ (menarik nafas panjang dan mengeluh)