That is it..

i went to Puncak Alam yesterday and met her sister in-law..she explains to me everything had happened to her rather in kind of annoying volume. i can't blame her for what i have done wrong to her family. Well, i guest i'm on a waiting mode. for how long?i'm too afraid of expecting any time duration at the moment. I and Zana once being apart for nearly 3 years. i'm so afraid it might happen again.. I believes in HER..i really want her..i really LOVE Xana..maybe this is my last post of my crazyness of waiting for her..let me be normal but please just give me time till im back on my 'awesome' mode..I LOVE U Suzanariah..bye till we meet again..